Finally, the day for my cousin Namie’s wedding came. Like I told you, this
was the whole reason I went back to Japan last August. My mom was having a
fit because all our relatives were coming into town, and she’d have to
entertain them. I was glad when mom and dad decided to leave early, because
it meant I could get ready in peace.
I took out the dress my boyfriend Ryosuke bought for me, teh one I told you
about. It’s made of this beautiful silky white material that kind of
sparkles in the light. I got worried though that maybe it was maybe a bit
too risque to wear in front of all my relatives. Some of them are from the
countryside, so they’re not used to how people dress in the big city.
Still, Ryosuke was coming to see me after the wedding, so I couldn’t just
chicken out and not wear it. It’d cost him a lot of money, and it did look
nice. Still I decided to pack it in my bag, and just wear my jeans on the
way to the hotel. I didn’t want to take any chances after what I’d been
through the other day. I’d more or less promised myself I was going to be a
good girl for the rest of my stay. That’s not how it worked out though.
I left the house and walked to the station to catch a train to Tokyo. My
sister Norika got to come later, but I had to handle the reception desk with
one of my other cousins, Hideki. I think I’ve told you a little bit about
Hideki before. He was there that time I was running around his house with
no bottoms on. That was a long time ago now, but that was the probably the
last time I saw him. My friend Michiyo was going on about how she thinks
he’s cute, but to me, he was always just a mischievous little brat. When we
were younger, he always used to tease me, calling me names or putting toads
in my hair and stuff like that. My mom said he’s older and more mature now,
but I found that a little bit hard to believe.
When I got there, a woman who worked for the hotel showed me to the waiting
room for our side of the family. I was the first one there, so I decided to
get changed. The waiting room wasn’t really a change room I guess. It did
have some partitions up and a table for us to leave our coats on, but it
also had a big picture window looking out over the garden and the street.
There were no drapes either. I probably should have gone to the washroom to
change, but I figured it would only take a second. I closed the door, and
quickly got ready.
I looked out the window at the building across the way, but it was kind of
far away, and I couldn’t really see anyone. I quickly took off my sweater
and blouse, and pulled the dress on over my head. Because this dress is
backless, you could see my bra strap running across my back. I looked kind
of silly like that. Should I just hide my bra with the jacket or take off
my bra completely? I just left it, and pulled the dress down to cover up my
hips, and then took off my jeans. The slits of the side of the dress ran so
high I had to pull the waistband of my panties way up, so they wouldn’t
show. Suddenly, I heard someone call me from behind.
“Oh, Emi, it’s you. You’re here already.”
I twirled around, and it was Hideki. I stared at him anxiously wondering if
he’d seen me fooling with my panties.
“What are you doing here?” I demanded, already a bit upset with him for
coming in without even knocking.
“Hey, relax, we’re going to be working together. Remember?”
“Well, get out! Can’t you see I’m changing?”
“Yeah, you’d better do something about that bra. You look the real starlet
with it showing like that.”
I chased him out, and slammed the door behind him. I was so angry, but as
much as I hated to admit, he was right; I couldn’t leave my bra showing
like that. I hid behind one of the partitions, and finally took it off.
The front part of the top was in this triangle shape, and I had trouble
getting it to cover up my breasts. When I leaned forward, from the side,
you could see the roundness of almost my whole breast. I decided to put on
the black lacy jacket Ryosuke had bought to go with it, and that seemed to
look OK. I still felt nervous though. The whole reason I’d bought this
particular dress was to cover up my breasts. Oh well, I guess I’ll just
have to keep the jacket on.
Outside, the hotel lady showed us to our desk, and explained what we were
supposed to do. I was listening to her, but I could feel Hideki staring at
my hips. I reached around to the back, and I realized that the opening at
the back went down so low that you could see where the crack of my bum
starts. I pulled the jacket down, but it wasn’t quite long enough. Oh
great! Now I’m going to have Hideki staring at my bum all day.
Our desk was just one in a line of other reception desks. It was a big
hotel, and I guess there must have been a lot of other weddings scheduled
for that day. At the table next to ours, there was this really handsome
western guy sitting there. I kind of glanced over wondering what he was
doing here. You don’t normally see too many westerners in Tokyo. He kind
of caught me looking at him, and I smiled and then looked away. He seemed
like a perfect gentlemen. While we were helping our wedding guests get
checked in, he was doing the same thing for this other wedding. His
partner, a Japanese guy, did most of the talking, but when he finally said
something, it was in English! I thought ‘great!’ Maybe I could introduce
myself, and tell him I’m going to school in the States.
Unfortunately, he seemed too busy helping all their guests check in. Hideki
noticed me watching the American(?), and sneered in Japanese,
“Tsuriawanai yo (He’s out of your league).”
This got me really upset. What does he think? I can’t go out with western
guys? There’s tons of guys at school who’d love to go out with me. If I
ever broke up with Ryosuke, I wouldn’t have any trouble finding a new
boyfriend. What does Hideki know anyway? He lived in southeast Asia for a
year or two, but I never hear him talking about any girlfriends. The whole
thing just got me more and more upset, and all the more determined to get
this guy’s attention.
I thought about it for a while, and then finally took off my jacket. My
face started to feel hot, especially since a lot of the other guys in the
room started looking over at me and my bare shoulders. I held my arms close
to my body to hide my breasts from the side, but the whole feeling of having
my bum and breasts showing was getting me more and more nervous. Hideki
leered at me with this bug-eyed grin, but my mystery man kept looking
straight ahead, looking out for their guests.
My uncle, Hideki’s father, came over to our desk, and bowed low to thank me
for helping them out. I quickly stood up, and bowed back. As I
straightened up though, I realized that my prince charming over there had
finally turned, and was looking at me. I suddenly realized that my top must
have fallen open at the side, and maybe he’d gotten a peek at my breasts. I
quickly straightened out my top, but there was something about the way he
was looking at me, that made me pretty sure he’d seen my naked breast. His
whole expression had changed as if he was trying to hide how he was feeling.
I looked back at Hideki, but he was half listening to his dad, while
sneaking the occasional peek at the crack of my bum. I tried to pull the
dress up to cover, but I was feeling more and more exposed standing like
that in this big hotel lobby. I wished my uncle would go away so I could at
least sit back down again. I talked with my uncle for a bit, but when I
finally sat back down, my heart was tripping away. I’m usually so careful
when it comes to acting the good girl around my family, but maybe this time
I’d gone too far agreeing to wear this dress.
I sat there in silence for a long time, while Hideki greeted all the
arriving guests. My mystery man would glance over at me every once in a
while, making me even more nervous. I didn’t know what I should do.. I
couldn’t really go over and introduce myself now that I’d kind of made a
fool of myself in front of him. I kept kicking myself for letting Ryosuke
talk me into taking this silly dress.
After I’d been sitting there for a while brooding on my thoughtlessness,
suddenly I felt something freezing slide over my bum and down the back of my
dress. I stood up like a shot, but I could still feel whatever it was
caught in my panties between my legs. I looked over at Hideki and sure
enough he was holding a cup of ice cubes. He must have slid one down the
back of my dress, the little creep.
“What on earth do you think you’re doing?” I cried out, jumping around
trying to shake the ice cube loose from my panties.
“You looked kind of heated up, so I though I’d help you cool down.” He
nodded towards Prince Charming. I was furious, but the feeling of the ice
cube rubbing against my most sensitive place was getting me all flustered,
so I stormed off to our cloak room. Luckily, there was no one there, so I
slid down my panties, and pulled out the ice cube. I felt so incredibly
angry. This was all Hideki’s fault. He was ruining everything. OK, well
maybe I had got a little carried away mooning for Mr. Right there, but why
did Hideki have to go, and humiliate me in front of everyone?
I felt my panties, and there were now soaking wet. I slid the panties down
my bare legs, and stepped out of them. I felt really confused and exposed,
but maybe even a bit naughty and excited standing in the hotel like that
with nothing on under my dress. It reminded me of the other day when I’d
gone ot eat supper with Ryosuke’s friends with nothing on under my
mini-skirt. This image of our passionate encounter in the Karaoke box
flashed in to my mind and it was getting harder and harder to calm down.
This is no time to be thinking about that. I’ve got to go buy some fresh
panties before I end up doing something crazy.
I picked up my purse, and put my panties inside for now. I’d walked around
a couple of hours with no panties that day. I could probably manage a quick
dash down to the convenience store and back like this. I took another look
at the dress, but suddenly the slits seemed higher than I remembered. My
hips are fairly wide, and so you could see my tan lines from the sides a
bit. I couldn’t figure out if I looked decent or not. Anyway, if I just
make it quick probably no one will notice.
My plan was a good one I think, but unfortunately, my aunt spotted me half
way across the lobby. She came over, and started asking who hadn’t arrived
yet. I told her to ask Hideki, but she said he seemed all mixed up, so she
got me to come back over to the desk, and sort it out.
Hideki, of course, started staring at my bum again, making me all the more
nervous about how naked I was under the dress. The American seemed to be
watching me too. I managed to concentrate enough to sort out who all was
missing, but by then, it was getting time for the wedding reception to
start. My aunt wanted the two of us to come in, and stand by the door in
case anyone else showed up.
I really wanted to get away, but I couldn’t just disappear with everything
starting. I straightened out my dress as best I could, and followed my aunt
into the hall. I felt really self-conscious as like all my family and all
these people I didn’t even know kept looking over at me. I just wanted to
disappear, to blend into the wall. The lights went down, and Namie and her
groom came in, but there were all these people taking pictures this way with
me standing there in this unholy dress. I swear I felt like they were
taking pictures of me on purpose.
The welcome speech finished, but then, my aunt told me to go sit with my
family. I was sure that Norika or my mom would notice (When I sat on the
chair the slit opened even wider, so you could tell there was no way I could
be wearing anything underneath), but luckily, they were too wrapped up in
the excitement of the wedding and everything. I kept waiting for a chance
to slip away, but a few more guests showed up late, and I had to go out and
check them in. Some of them were friends of the groom, and they were all
joking that their friend had made the wrong choice when he chose Namie. I
just smiled weakly as they ogled my bare shoulders and legs. Finally, they
went in, but I had to go with them to show them to their seats.
You’d think I’d get used to walking around like that, with everyone staring
at me, but it wasn’t like that at all. Every time anyone complimented me on
my dress or even looked at me, I thought for sure that they could tell I was
naked underneath. I started thinking more and more about it, till that was
all I could think about. I even started praying for Ryosuke to come and
rescue me, but he wasn’t supposed to come for a long while yet.
Somehow I managed to last through the whole reception in my unseemly outfit.
At the end though, Hideki came over and started in on me again.
“What happened to your panty lines?”
My parents and uncles and aunts were all nearby, so I just frowned at him,
hoping he wouldn’t say anything. My dress was even sort of sticking to my
skin by then, so much so that you could more or less see where the crack of
my bum was. Finding this out got me even hotter.
“Reminds me of that time you ran bottomless around our house.”
I glared at him even more, but I suddenly remembered how excited I’d gotten
that running around their house with all my cousins there so shocked that I
wasn’t wearing any bottoms. Even one of Hideki’s friends saw my most secret
place when I tripped on the stairs and went flying forward. Oh god, I hope
there still not talking about that!
“That wasn’t my idea; that was your mom!” I whispered sharply. Aunt Sachi’s
ears pricked up, and she glanced over at us, but didn’t saying anything.
She knows that the rest of our family is a lot more conservative about these
things. She pulled Hideki over towards her to get him to behave, and
eventually I finally managed to slip away. I put on my jacket, went to the
washroom, and checked my panties in my purse, but they were still kind of
wet. I didn’t see Prince Charming anywhere. He must be still in his
wedding.
I was about to go down to the convenience store when Ryosuke showed up.
Unfortunately, my mom spotted him first and dragged him off to meet all my
aunts and uncles. I made some excuse, and finally went down to buy some
fresh undies for myself. The clerk in the convenience store gave me the
strangest look. I didn’t care so much though. I was just glad to be able
to finally put something on.
When I got back, my family was grilling Ryosuke with all sorts of questions
about what he wanted to do in the future and what his father did. We had to
eat supper with them, and by the time, we got away, it was getting pretty
late, and I was kind of tired from all that had happened. We just ended up
riding the train for a while, and then went our separate ways. I would have
liked to have spent some time alone with Ryosuke in that hotel, but anyway,
we didn’t have the money for a room or anything, and my parents were
expecting me back early. Ryosuke did promise to come and visit me at my
house a few days later.
I have a whole bunch more I want to tell you about the trip but I think I’ll
stop here for now, and write again soon. Hope you are well. See you.